I Need A New Book!

So I finished my book today. SO HARRY ENDED UP BEING IN LOVE WITH GENEVIEVE AND PROPOSED TO HER. She said yes! I was absolutely furious that she chose him and that the duke left. Good thing she realized this too and booked it straight to Falconbridge's house so she could tell him how much she loved him, and vice versa. I'm so glad she married the duke :) What's with all these HR girls getting multiple proposals? That seems so unromantic.

I want to get another book so bad, but I have no money for it. Maybe some other time! I won't have time for it this weekend anyways, what with driving to Tyler and a weekend with my bestest friend and my favorite musical. It's hard to imagine that Beauty and the Beast has even beat out Man of La Mancha, my childhood favorite musical. I FREAKING LOVE MUSICALS, ALRIGHT.

I'm oddly tired, but not tired at the same time. Just sort of mellow. Maybe I'll play some Gamecube :P It's no Xbox, but... close. It is a box, after all. I wish it was Wedding Sunday so there'd be good TV on! It's funny how I have no desire to really even watch TV. I'd paint if I had paints here :(

xx No More Talk Of Darkness Marz

Paraniod and Paranoider

Last night I was reading What I Did For A Duke and it was finally going somewhere! It's cute how Moncrieffe tried to learn about art to be able to show affection for Genevieve, and how he SEDUCED HER INTO HAVING HOT WILD MONKEY SEX. New shit keeps happening and I will admit that I'm loving the character's backstories. I'm honestly not sure where the book will end, because although Moncrieffe is trying to help her win back Harry, he still obviously has a thing for her since, well, the thing with the roses and the art and the hot wild monkey sex. But who will Genny end up with? DOES HARRY MARRY MILLICENT INSTEAD? WILL IAN AND THE DUKE FIGHT FINALLY?! There's like, a huge web of character interactions and I will say that that's keeping me hooked.

But after I put the book/phone away, I had the worst trouble going to sleep. I was just so awake and kept hearing the strangest sounds in the room. Of course it didn't help that Dorothy wasn't in the room. Bahhhh, what's wrong with me. Maybe I'll sleep better tonight, and if not, there's always tomorrow.

You know, I want to write again, but I'm not sure what exactly. I want to do a historical piece, but that requires lots of research and accuracy and things like that, which while I'm fine doing, will just end up taking forever. Well if I don't do historical, I'll do fantasy, but I keep running into dead ends. I do like Inni and Marko's world, so maybe I can play with that a bit and tweak it some more, or at the least, make some more art from it :P And if I didn't do fantasy, I don't know what.

Hmmm. I think I'm going to spend a lot of the design lecture rewriting Inni's story. I have so much art about the story, so I might as well do something with it. And maybe paint Marko sometime :P

xx And So It Is Just Like You Said It Would Be Marz

CAUSE WHEN THE LIGHTS ARE DOWN

THERE'S NO MORE TO SAY! LOVE IS THE REAAAAAAALLLL PAIN!

Oh Kamelot. I love you, and I love that you played this song at the show. Well I just finished one motif of a cute little Bialetti coffee pot, and have fourish more hours to finish two more and finish my perspective drawing. I think I'll be good on time, but you never know! It's another quiet night of Dorothy being out and me in the room. It's a good thing though, I like listening to my music :P

Seriously, once Thursday morning is over, no more stress. I'll be good for awhile, but I NEED TO DO A MOTIF LIKE, EVERY OTHER DAY. So I don't fall behind again for finals. This is gonna be such a good weekend after drawing on Wednesday! Lunch with Annie Fannie, dinner with the greatest person on earth, and then a weekend with my best friend and favorite musical. Love love love it all!

HOLY SHIT. I CAVED IN AND FINALLY BOUGHT SOME SWEATS. I love these things like no other. The girl sweats were all thin and had no pockets, but the guy sweats... oh God. These are so thick and soft and POCKETED and loose and comfy and there's SO MUCH CROTCH ROOM. Girl pants suck. Now I'll stop bitching about sweats... well, maybe I want a few more pairs. Mmmmm. These are seriously the best things I've ever put on my legs.

TIME FOR MOAR ARTZ.

xx How Could I Be Condemned For The Things I Have Done Marz

JESUS GIVE ME SOME ADDERAL.

OH MY GREAT GAPING BANANA NUT FRIED DING DONG HO HO GIRL. I just want to sit here and eat gummy worms and watch a movie. I have zero focus to draw and so much shit to do. So. Much. I already got one motif done today and need to do like, two more. And get those damn gestures out of the way, ugh.

Why am I even blogging about this! There's this odd smell I keep smelling in the room, sort of like rotten maple syrup and old food. But what is it and where is it coming from?! HARD TO FOCUS WHEN YOUR ROOM SMELLS LIKE AN ASS. BLURSGGHHDGHNDDFGGGGFFFF.

xx SOMEHOW I KNOW THAT I AM HAUNTED TO BE WANTED MARZ

Someday

On A Sunday

Wellllll I'm back in my wonderful dorm room. And by wonderful I mean dear God awful. I unpacked all my clean clothes, dirty clothes, foods, and arts, now it's just up to me to get up off my ass and start painting. I'm kinda hungry though, so I might go down and eat and then come up to work. I can read What I Did For A Duke and see if Moncrieffe ever finally gets Genevieve's attention/gets her into bed, whether Harry proposes to Millicent, and see if Ian ever gets his revenge. It's almost annoying how many different little plot lines are going on at the same time, but here's hoping it gets better.

Bah. I'm all sad being here. It's lonely and has no furry creatures for me to love on :(

xx Baby I'mma Dance In The Dark Marz

Roses On The Doorstep, Eh?

Why was he tagged in that photo? Is he the one she discovered? Did he do that for her? Wouldn't surprise me, he did it for me once too, minus the sweet note. Why does she look similar to me?

More so, why the hell do I care?

It was such a stupid time. Everytime I look back on it, I don't remember anything good. No, I guess it had its moments, but was just a fated disaster. I learned my lesson. Don't date people until you spend the time seeing if they're worth it or not. And don't do it because it's the convenient, easy way out. Don't listen to your friends either, because they think they know what's best for you and your relationships despite the fact that they're in shitty ones, too.

Ironically, I told Dorothy all about how awful that experience was today before I even saw Facebook.

I have no idea where that rant came from.

xx You Put The Keys In The Car And Drive Marz