Of everyone and everything.
They all have time to sleep in, to nap, and to get ready before class. They can afford to take the time to make a nice dinner, to hang out and watch a movie, to actually sit down, and to do personal projects. They have the convenience of someone to love them at any time of the day or night, and they have time to see people. They have time to read things that aren't assigned and to have drama among friends and love interests.
All in all, I guess I'm just jealous because things are changing an aren't what I was expecting. The few pleasures I have in life, guilty or justified, are gone now. I feel like I'm fighting and there's no payoff, like being stuck in the middle of the ocean and trying to swim to some far off shore. I'm like Anne and Katherine combined in a sick and twisted way.
xx You Will Suck The Life Out Of Me Marz
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