But apparently the gods love to play pranks on me and remind me just again where my place in life is. I tell myself that it all hurts and is unfair, but then I stop and realize how ridiculous I sound.
This. Should. Not. Be. Bothering. Me. So. Much.
Part of me says it's okay, because I get what I want in the end. Kind of? Do I want that? There's a whole nother issue in itself... or do I want it because I can't have it? OR! Do I want it because someone else has it? I don't know. I feel like it's more towards the latter because it used to not bug me so much. But now the question... what the hell am I going to do to end this? Surely the signs on my part have to be apparent. If not, then shit. Waste of my effort.
xx Ever Felt Away With Me, My Love It Lies So Deep Marz
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