One Day

When I have a house of my own, I want to decorate the walls with art.




I just read that this past February, Jessica Galbreth retired her beautiful faerie and enchanted art line :( Now you have to track down the old stuff through certain sellers and eBay... sadlife! I loved her old stuff. Her new work is just as gorgeous, but there were some old classics I want to get sometime.

xx Paint Me A Picture And Hang It On The Wall Marz

Baby's First Tattoo!

And I just realized he didn't even card me. He just took my word for it that I really was 18. Anyways! Todayyyy was the day :) JP was late, which freaked me out, but my some grace of Odin and Thor (Lolsace, tattoo art jokes), he finished it and I was out the door by 4:50. And it looks beautiful :)

Pain. The lineart wasn't horrible... I mean it sucked near the top and by the bone, but it was manageable. It wasn't pain, really, it was just this weird sensation of being uncomfortable and vibrating. At some points I could feel the buzzing in my bones. The shading part hurt less, and I found that when I listened to his stories, I felt less.

Truthfully, the art doesn't look like what I pictured it to be. But I still love this... It's beautiful and so well done. Who knows? Maybe I'll go back to him for another. He was so nice and wanted to see my portfolio sometime! Totally coming back :)

I won't regret this tattoo. It's roses, which are romantic and feminine, and ornate swirls, which I put on everything. It's one of my first signs of independence and an artistic gesture. Not to mention the feeling. The feeling of the needle... It made me feel so alive. I just felt so much.

Xx Oh The Flesh Turns Pink With Its Warmth Marz

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Relaxing Night

I'm laying in bed, listening to Queensryche and my Rainy Bus Ride Home Playlist, talking to my man, bullshitting with Scott and my friends, and enjoying the nice feeling you get after taking a hot bath. This is just a nice night, full of comfort and love :) I feel like Kirsten Dunst in Marie Antoinette... Where's my shoes and cake?!

Tomorrow's the big day :) Gettin' that ink! I'm so excited and I hope it all looks good. It'll be weird seeing it on my hip... Hopefully it won't show up in my costume! Anyways, a good night and day over all :)

xx There's No End To What I'd Do Marz

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So Many Things To Post

And I keep forgetting to post them.

Oh well. So I'm sitting here and it's 12:08 and I'm still trying to pull my book project out of my ass. Tomorrow's gonna be brutal, what with the lack of sleep and practice and ughhhh. At least I'll get to spend some time with my favorite guy first :)

I don't know if it's from me hunching over, guard, or sleeping funny, but my back has just been killing me all weekend. It's just all sore around the bottom and bottom-center. So so so sore. On the plus, Pandora has been playing Phantom of the Opera a lot and the pretty organ makes me happy :) Also, I'm looking for shoes right now instead of finishing my project... see! I'm soo distracted!

Bahhh. I love musicals. I got ready for work while listening to the old old old version of Man of La Mancha, and it made me feel like a little girl again when I used to listen. Sooo good! Now I've got Phantom going... I'd love to see this live! Also Beauty and the Beast... I'm so sad the Broadway show ended in 2007... I missed my chance :( I'd love to hear the extra stage songs they included! Such good shows <3

I dunno, I'm just tired and kind of ready to give up again. I'm bogged down and it seems that I can never catch up. I have so much to do and so little time, and my car's broken and so getting around is tough. A new vehicle is on the horizon... I wonder what it'll be!

OH MY GOD, BEST THING EVER HAPPENED LAST NIGHT. So I was flipping through this month's InStyle looking for some inspiration and I flipped to a three page article all about Alex O'Loughlin and his sexy style! Oh my God, that meant ripping the pages out and sticking them on my Wall of Alex. Sooooo fine. He's sitting there complaining about his abs during Moonlight and I'm sitting there going "WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?! YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!" Abs of an angel... er, vampire. My boy <3 He needs to grow his hair back out again... LONG MAN HAIR FTW.

Anyways. Back to Don Quixote.

xx If I Can't Love Her, Let The World Be Done With Me Marz

Birthday Booze

Oh hot damn, did we get slizzar'd last night! Chocolate covered cake balls, lime chips, booze booze booze... Oh man, good times. Joey is a riot! Taylor was such a little whiny bitch just because I scratched him as he threw me in the pool. Which sucked, cause the water was cold as ass. But it was a fun night :) Good times with good friends all in the name of my birthday!

And now we're on the bus to Mansfield... Kill me now. Least I have a fabulous iPod full of enough movies and music to make me happy :) I hope today goes alright... Like, I wanna do well, but I'm fine with whatever place we get. Heather wants to celebrate some more tonight... We need to find more liquor ;P

xx Burning Brightly Marz

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So Today I'm Eighteen.

And wow does it suck.

I hate to start off this post on a shitty note, but I'm just in an awful mood. I don't know why... I shouldn't be. I mean, I have the best boyfriend and friends in the world who got me the most wonderful gifts: the most adorable bunny, a killer hamburger phone, a beautiful iPod with kickass accessories, and according to dad my prom dress counts as a gift. Those were really really amazing presents and totally blew my mind. I love those guys, I really really do.

But I dunno. I woke up today (at 7:40) not wanting to go to Six Flags. It was a zoo... everyone and their mom was there. The lines were so long and the park was so crowded that we literally only rode on The Batman and that one water one that we all got super wet on. It was such bullshit and not fun because well one person doesn't like up and down rides, but someone else doesn't like really fast ones, and on and on. I can't stand stupid people, and that place was full of them. I normally love Six Flags when it's closer to the evening and the park is relatively dead, but this was the worst idea ever to go today. It wasn't even my idea. I didn't want to go at all.

And then there was the whole thing about Apocalyptica being rescheduled to the 27th... that's such bullshit. I guess what just sucked most of all was that I took the biggest risk ever in asking dad if I could go and possibly opening up a whole new set of lies and messing up a good sleepover, just for it to be rescheduled. I was really looking forward to a night of me and my guy and some fantastic music, but shit happens.

Ugh, and I have to go to work tonight. I just really don't want to... I have no motivation. And then mom's over there inviting Heather and Victor and Jamie to dinner and it's like WHOAH MOM, STOP. I don't even know when I'll be home for dinner and it's not like we can all just sit around and eat together. I'm quite frankly done with seeing my friends. It's been a fun few days, but I'm done. I want some alone time, some art time, some time to listen to music and get lost in my head.

Not to mention this weekend is just hectic as ever. Guard on Friday, then party at Jamie's, then contest all day Saturday and possibly Sunday if we do well enough. Plus I rescheduled my tattoo for a later date, which also saddens me, but again, shit happens.

I wish I had a good reason to be so sad, but I don't. And I feel bad for it.

xx So Close No Matter How Far, Couldn't Be Much More From The Heart Marz

Tonight's Briefs

1. Saw Red Riding Hood, very good movie
2. Found a new celebrity love: Ian Somerhalder
3. Turned a ruined drawing into a pretty mixed media piece
4. Going to bed now

xx Just One Kiss And I'm Alive Marz

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