Oh my gosh! It's crazy... I can't really describe the feelings going through me. I showed up at school today, depressed and dreadful, but as the day went on, I realized that so many people understood and sided with me! I knew I was right all along! This reminds me of the crappy sketch I did in art class today of a girl growing out of a tree who's just chillin' there, watching the world crumble below her and not caring, because she already tried to save it. That's cool, though, cause she's safe in her tree.
Art was awful today. Mrs. K didn't even come to our table and never told us abut the assignment, so I literally sat there for an hour and a half, doing crappy doodles and thinking. It wasn't funsies.
I'm thinking of new ideas to fix my angel painting... well not fix it, but finish it. Like, I already have a sort of glow around her head, so I might so something with the background... like write a lot of stuff really small. Should there be something in the hole in her chest? Should she be crying, or angry, or blank faced? I don't know. So much to change and tweak before she's donesies.
I took Heather and Sarah out into the backyard by the fig tree earlier tonight and we buried the necklace charm. They sang our signature "Halle-Douchebag" while I did all of the digging. After trying to spit on the heart (I have zero aim), I covered it up, patted it smooth, and we departed. Maybe the roots will grow around the heart and eat it up. Who knows? Seriously, I've buried a crab, four fish, and two necklaces out there. I forgot to use salt and wax to seal the evil in the ground. Ooops. Well, I'm safe with my bayleaf, so we're good to go.
xx Heal The Scars And Change The Stars Marz
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