Bah, I'm getting sick.
I knew it from the moment I woke up that I'd be in for a rough day. Sore throat since 6 AM and now I'm coughing up this nasty slime and my voice is about to go. Awesome possum!
So I've kind of realized that I'm a really independent person. For some reason, I like being free. I feel that I could be easily happy being loveless. Should I follow in the words of HIM (Baby, Don't Close Your Heart) or follow The Rasmus (Just Promise To Keep Your Heart Broken)? It's not that I'm closing my heart, I'm just sort of waiting for my paths to cross with that someone out there. Sure, all of my friends have boyfriends, but that's fine. I love the feeling of being loved (Who doesn't?), but I'm fine on my own, too. Like the idea of being dateless to prom is cool with me. It's whatevs... emo, but fine. I can deal.
In psychology, we had to describe our ideal mate in 5 terms. I went first, so I didn't have much to go off of, but my list is pretty unique.
- Longish and/or flippy hair. I like long hair...
- Knows how to treat a girl and not act like a douchebag
- Interested in unique hobbies like camping or growing coral
- Not a genius. Smart is fine, but I don't want someone who will argue with me about everything. I hate arguing above all things.
- Someone exciting, but knows how to mellow out. I need someone to balance me, but still connect, too.
It's a pretty vague list. I dunno, we'll see. I wish I had a way to meet people... Ha ha, maybe I'll flirt at A-Kon. There are some cute boys there, and when you're walking around in Raven, Poison Ivy, and a short white dress that's all boobalicious, someone's bound to look at you. Just saying. Ha ha, HENTAI FEST! One more year, man. Just one more year and we are so going.
Time to go... paint.
xx The Day Reveals The Dreadful Betrayal And Its Wicked Mind Marz
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