Being Alone

You know, I've kind of realized how much I don't like being alone now. There's something peaceful about walking back to the dorm at sunset, but there's also something lonely. Funny, because I used to believe that I was a solitary person that thrived in isolation. I used to think people can't be trusted and are just out to get a piece of you.

But now... it's just weird. I eat alone sometimes. I walk to class alone sometimes. I sit in my room when Dorothy goes out with friends. I guess I've begun to crave company. Someone to be with, to show a sense of belonging to.

But people are so irritating and stupid. They talkk too much, they have obnoxious personalities, they lie. So it's hard to desire something that's so illogical. I might be surrounded by 36,000 other people, but being at college has made me feel lonelier than ever.

xx You Took Me Higher Than The Mountains I Have Climbed Marz