It's funny how all my entries are a day behind because I blog so late at night. Today was a great day filled with packing and being with friends, and I couldn't have asked for cooler people to have met in college. Seriously, I never had nerd friends before this year. Which then made me wonder, does that make me a nerd, too? Questions questions.
I'm gonna miss the late night studio chats, the studio movie parties, making fun of Tam, Whataburger with Sloan, bitching about layouts with Eric, punching Gina in the boob, making awkward sex jokes with Ethan, hounding Casey to buy me dinner, talking about comics with Luis, listening to Dylan bitch about Sloan, eating at Maple with Hailey, life chats with Ellen, and napping with Dorothy. Those are my friends! I'm gonna miss them all.
I dunno, it's just depressing to see my room half packed. My dresser is empty, my desk is empty, my cabinet is empty, and my shelves are empty except for the delicates that go on top. My closet should fit in my suitcases, and then whatever is left will go in the big box. Last to pack really is my computer and fridge, then I'm out! Oh it's so scary. I'm running out of time. It's like, I want to move out and back to my normal life, but I love the life I have here, where it's like a giant house that all of my friends live in with me.
But then I thought about living alone. Will I ever get the chance? How long will we rent that house together? Part of me really wants to live alone, but the other part of me would feel bad. I like being on my own, it suits me.
And then I realized everyone's still wrong. I've done it once and I'll do it again, only this time the results won't be as horrible as last time. I can account only for my actions and my generally good judgement.
xx Mother Superior Jumped The Gun Marz
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