Damn blog, you're getting old.
I don't know, I'm in a funny mood. Kind of no shits given sort of mood, no desire, no drive, and perpetual feeling of being dizzy. I had a fun day and night, so I don't know why I feel so shitty today. Probably just the off week.
A thing we're always working on in therapy is the never fading sense of guilt and self blame. Those are probably the things holding me back the most from getting anywhere, and it keeps gnawing at me. They say it's time I forgive myself, but I can't bring myself to that. No one should ever be in that situation, and I wouldn't wish it on anyone, or ever want to experience it again. But until the feeling goes away, I have a hunch that I'll still be stuck.
Why can't things just be this easy.
xx He Was Bound To Love You When He Heard You Sing Marz
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