Sunrise in her eyes!
So I just realized earlier that I have a blog and should update it.
Let's see... today I finished 'The Awakening', painted, and wrote Michael's story. The story was actually based a bit off of The Rasmus/"October and April"/Sims 2. It sucked coming up with an idea in a matter of hours, but it worked out pretty alright :)
Yesterday we had the guard clinic. The new kids were fun and one of them even said that I was her favorite! She even wanted to sit by me :) That made me feel so warm and fuzzy. To be actually admired and wanted!
Prom's in a week! I'm so nervous/excited/emo about it all for various reasons.
And... I'm just so all around confused. I don't know what I want, or how I want to feel. Like, given the situation, I'm kind of wanting to pursue because the Beatles told me to do so. But the other part of me just feels awkward. I don't know what to do!
Got my first paycheck on Thursday :) $93! I'm excited to spend it... ha ha. Nah, gotta pay for om noms and hair and I owe my dad $101.51. Grosss. So not fun.
But I was reading old blog entries and noticed small things. I dunno, I'm wanting to date again, because I hate being the odd one out and because I miss the feeling of being loved. At the same time, I'm kind of scared to start dating again just because I don't want to go through the whole hurt phase again. Ugh, I wish I could make up my mind. And I wish creepers and sophomores would quit falling for me.
Oh the throws of young love.
xx Child Of Light, Shining Star, Fire In Her Eyes Marz
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