Three posts in one night. That's just how lonely I am. I have so much on my mind, so much I want, just too much.
I wish he'd text me.
I don't want to look overly anxious and text right away. I suppose boundaries must be set now and space must be honored. Ugh, I wish we'd text until the early hours of the morning. I actually want to go to bed before 12 because I have nothing to do and I'm not talking to him. So it's like, I could easily go to sleep now, but... I dunno. I want to text him so bad. Maybe in a little bit.
I miss that kid. I still have our texts from the 16th... the last texts we sent while together. Also the last fight. Meh. I'm depressed.
xx Lonely Marz
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