Is a bitch, but I'm snuggled up in bed and not wanting to open the computer right next to my face.
Today was awesome on top of awesome. I spent most of my day getting lost downtown with Ian, but it was so worth it! That guy's a riot... it's a shame we can't hang out more often. It's so frustrating to have to keep him a secret from my parents, but it's gotta be. I so wish we could have hung out all night long. That would have been great! :)
Came home to find that mom bailed on us again. So after dinner with dad, I went over to Heather's for hot tubbing and watching the 6th Harry Potter movie. It's my favorite one... the music is amazing, and the cinematography blows me away. I'm a sucker for a beautiful blend of Gothic architecture, haunting music, and dramatic, almost romantic, scenes. I fell asleep for a good chunk of the movie, ha ha. It was a fun night with my friends, except for Sarah, because once again, she declined our invite. Oh wahh, you were out all day? So were we!
I dunno. I'm in a really tough divide right now... I don't know where I am in regards to my mental, emotional, and whatever's in between that state of being. It's like a constant battle in my head over making the right choice and I trust my judgement usually, so I'm feeling kind of ok, but still iffy. Not just about one thing, though; there's a lot of things I've tossed into the grey area of my mind to eventually go through. What the hell am I even rambling about anymore... time for sleep.
xx It's Nothing To Cry About, Cause We'll Hold Each Other Soon Marz
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