I've Come To Realize

That people aren't what they seem. People build up facades and expect so much of you while they sit back and run around freely. People lie and cheat. People take advantage of others. People break promises and pretend that nothing's wrong.

I know I'm young, but this year, I think I've grown the most. I've seen things and gone through situations and found myself dealing with a lot of issues, both internally and externally. I've seen both faces of love, of trust, of leadership, of friendship, and of family. I've been so depressed that I've hallucinated and found myself in such bliss that I could have died that moment in pure happiness.

The world isn't perfect, and that saddens me. Why must the good people in the world be forced to suffer so cruelly? They've done nothing bad... They were just in the wrong place at the wrong time. No one asked to be cheated on, or lied to, or generally wronged. So what happens to the good people? Will they too find themselves succumbing to the evils of the world?

That's what scares me the most. I don't want to be like my parents. I don't want to turn into either of them. I'm scared it might happen, and it's probably my biggest fear in life.

Xx Heaven Please Carry Me Away From All This Marz

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