And shit, I've got a fever of 103. I feel like deeeeeeath.
January: I was a depressed mess, still not fully over Anthony yet. I was also thinking of a few other guys I'd had a bit of history with. Wow, I was absolutely psychotic back then, always thinking so philosophically. My fish Johnny and Brandon died :( But I bought new fish: Nightfish, Sonata, and Rasmus. Took my exams and passed algebra with a 70. We had our first guard contest and got first place!
February: We discovered PATRICK, the hottest vampire from Black Gold's vampire show. Ohhh my God, it tore us up that he was gay, because he was so damn hot. I got discouraged at a few guys because I was trying to save our friendships but got thrown around. "Halledouchebag" was born :) I toughened up. We took a guard trip to Austin and had fun.
March: Found out Anette was having a baby, huzzah! Good God, I got my wisdom teeth out... happy birthday to me! I asked Troice to prom in a cemetery. I got my first job! We had winterguard championships and Patrick waved at us :) And we saw Megan again!
April: I started getting ideas of dating again. And then we had prommmm! It was pretty fun, and hey, I got to wear my red dress again :) I love that dress... it's so gorgeous AND made by a Hollywood designer!
May: Finished my Poison Ivy costume! Heather wanted to plan me a summer wedding... worst idea ever :P I was still angsty and everything at Anthony. Kryzzzz and I started dating...
June: ... And then we broke up three days later, ha ha. I'm not gonna deal with whiny emo girls. I started watching Dexter and Little Italy went home. Then asshat comes over one night and kisses me on the porch! No no no no no! Austin and I started hanging out. My senior pictures got rained out :( I started reading Shaman King again and relived my younger years! I also started talking to a very very very very special guy :)
July: Watched fireworks with Heather, Michael, and Gabriel. Austin kissed me and I was liking him a lot (biiiig mistake). I reminisced on the night two years ago that Anthony asked me out.
August: My last band camp ever! So sad, but I'm glad it's done because it is a BRUTAL few weeks. Went on my first date with Ian :) Then I went to Canes and the kid at the counter asked for my number... uhh, ok. Nice to meet you again, Karl. It's only been since, what, third grade? But oh man, things got rough... I feel like such a skanky bitch looking back. Started planning Princess Kraehe outfit. Started my last year of high school! And I won Jangsara's makeup giveaway, huzzah! Karl and I started dating.
September: I was just really busy... contests and whatnot. Plus I contracted gastritis, which left me feeling deathly for a few weeks. I was kind of depressed a bit, too.
October: Things started slowing down with Karl. We went to homecoming, but that was a fail. He called me many bad things and made me feel like shit, which is probably why we broke up. Again with the depression! We made State AND came in second place, beating out LD Bell! It was amazingggg, and totally unforgettable. Ian and I also fixed our awkward little rough patch... Thank God, or I might have killed myself from guilt.
November: My last San Antonio trip <3 I don't know what I'll do next year without it! I finally pierced my ears again after like, 12 years :P THEN I MET KAT VON D, OMG OMG OMG. And Rooftop and Jeff! Then I took my SAT and got written up for cheating, which is such bullshit. We had our first Art Friends Taco Night in ghetto Dallas! I sort of had a depressive relapse from last year :/ But I got interviewed for the school newspaper! Then we all dressed up to go see Harry Potter at midnight! We also had guard auditions that I completely blew up in :( But I went to Seattle for Thanksgiving to see Annie and Michael and upgraded from my G1 to the G2! Finally reached 200 posts on the blog. Annnnnd best of all, I began dating the most amazing guy ever :)
December: I've just been a happy girl :) NOT THE ODD ONE OUT ANYMORE, ZING! Weekends of sleepovers and the usual Christmas. However, I'm sick today, so there's no room for celebrating :P
So here we are on December 31, 2010. I have a lot to look forward to next year... a lot of big mile markers in my life. I'll be graduating and moving out to start college, I'll have my AP portfolio, and whatever else gets thrown my way :) 2010 was my year to grow. I learned a lot about life, about love, about friends, and lots of things. I lost some friends, but made some, too. I made a lot of really dumb choices, but some of them were totally worth it. I have few regrets from this year, and I know that next year is going to be amazing :)
xx This Is The Moment That You Know Marz
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