Apparently my SAT scores haven't posted due to being in a small percentile of people who usually had issues with their tests. Shit. I'm so scared, so so scared. To take my mind off it, I decided to do my art forum on surrealism, and in the middle of that I got interrupted to go to the store AGAIN. That freaked me out even more... ugh. I did feel WORLDS better in the car when I was jamming out to "Like A G6". I can only describe that song as... sexy. It has this weird beat to it and a haunting melody that makes me move like no other song does. I love it.
Ughhh. Calm down, calm down. Listen to "Silent Lucidity" and calm down. Dammit, I really wanna paint because I paint really well when I'm depressed or feeling negative, but dinner will be ready right after my paint gets mixed and then that's a waste of time and paint. Shatcakes.
Heather's going to get her tattoo tonight. I wish I could go with her... gotta stay home. I feel like I had something on my mind to write about... OH LIKE HOW BRYAN IS SUCH A HYPOCRITICAL ASSHOLE! I used to think he was cool before. Now he's just as ass. Practice what you preach, ya assie. Don't tell me not to mess with someone older when you're sitting there touching (and God knows what else) my best friend! Speaking of, I told her about us this morning and she took it well. I'm pretty sure she suspected at this point. Heather... well I almost told her today. I dunno, I'm scared. I know she'll judge and give me her opinion AND Gabriel's opinion. Well I don't give a damn, and I'm happier than ever, so GTFO my jock and leave me be.
Damn, I'm sounding crazy. Uhhhhh.
So I totally realized that I don't have to change my relationship on Facebook... I just had to delete it :) Withholding information is easier than lying!
xx And Everyday You're In My Head Marz
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