Three Sleepless Nights

This isn't how it's supposed to be! But you're so good at taking your time to get back to meeee.... I love Emery :) "Ponytail Parades" is probably their best song ever.

I've been getting to bed late form staying up and doing homework. I guess it'd help if I got my work done right after school, but... I keep finding myself preoccupied :) Good news is we're going to compete on Saturday, yay! Even if this is the last time we ever perform, I can say I had my shot. I'm so excited, but no one else seems to share my feelings except for Victor and Jamie. Ha ha, I love Jamie, "I can't wait to perform at championships and hear my name get called out and your name get mispronounced and wear a tiara!" I can't wait to hear my butchered name, either :)

So it looks like we're going on with the show, which is gonna piss a lot of people off. Sealy and Daffinee obviously want us to go forward, and it'd be a shame not to given all the money, hours, and effort already in place (we have a floor, costumes, and silks!). Things are looking good from my eyes :)

Butchered name... ugh. I was thinking in the car last night after practice about my last name. Sealy loves saying it when he sees me in a very cheesey but amused Italian accent. It's like, no one knows how to say it and it gets butchered and turned into cooch... part of me can't wait to get married to someone with an easier name so I don't have to deal with the obnoxiousness anymore, but the other part of me can't bear to part with my badass name that no one else has. I think of weird things sometimes!

Anette is hosting a contest in which she's gonna give away er clothes and most importantly, a dress she wore on tour, all autographed! Apparently it's an easy contest that anyone can enter, but oh man, how awesome would it be to own one of my idol's dresses? While I might not be a singer, she's my everything else icon: I dyed my hair purple because of her, I cut my hair all crazy to look more like hers, I love her clothes and her style, and I love how gorgeous she is :) I hope to be that pretty when I get to be in my thirties!

Oops, can't start economics without a book from school, how retarded! I haven't used a textbook since Fall 2009 :P What happened to using websites and all that fun stuff? Laaaaame. And my stickers still haven't come in yet >:( But Sarah and I did go rape that sale at Gilly Hicks and I came home with three sets for $41! Considering a bra itself is normally $30... Huzzah, I am a woman and I rock those sales! Made my day, I always like buying something nice :)

xx Echoes Of My Heart Marz