Good God.

Living at home is so unbearable. I don't know what I did wrong. You know what? I have panic attacks and anxiety from mom. There's no reason she should make me cry in bed at night and before work and after school and after dinner. Whatever. A week from now, my bags will be packed and my boxes ready to go. My clothes and makeup and soaps and shoes all packed away next to the pile of dormy furnishings. I'm bringing my big vase of roses, bunnies, some of my movies, most of my art supplies, sketchbooks, and maybe a few favorite pieces of art. And I need to finish my friend picture frame. Man this is gonna be so fun!

I'm excited. I have a pretty solid sketch of what I want my next tattoo to be like. I might try and tweak a few lines, but JP'll get the idea. I want to go in this week when he's around to see what he can do and get an estimate so I can start saving up now :P Oh I'm so excited! This is gonna be so cool, I hope it comes out nicely :) I know JP can do a great job, I just hope he likes the idea... I'm such a sappy girl. But come on, I just got so inspired from my favorite movies and art. I'm liking this, it's finally something that has meaning and encompasses things I love :) I'll grow up someday.

I read this about tattoo roses:
"Rose are by far the most popular tattoo design and represents love in all its forms. The rose tattoo however has a dark history with roses being tattooed onto those people who were sentenced to death in the 16th century. If by chance they managed to get away, they would eternally be marked with the rose and whoever saw it would know of their crimes."

xx Once She Imagined She Lived In A Castle Marz