Mobbed/Bye Jamie :(

Is a cool show. It was incredible to see this guy stage this giant musical proposal complete with step teams, a marching band, cheerleaders, ballerinas, tap dancers, and actors. Way way way cool, although if I was that girl, I would have said NO to getting married right then and there. What a dumb hooker :P Cool show, though!

Soooo... I'm pulling Kraehe out of the suitcase and getting it ready for A-Fest in TWO WEEKS. Since I'm tutu-less, I just ordered a black rehearsal tutu for about $50. It got good reviews and should be pretty close to perfect for my costume. I also want to take the bodice in to get it better fitted to my chest (Thanks mom :/) and go buy black feathers to line the skirt with. I would like to buy a wig for it, but I just bought the tutu plus my badge and that puts me at $90 :(

I like that one a lot and it's not much ($25), but I have not the money for a wig. Wigs are like, the last thing I buy ever :P Although this one, like Ivy, kind of needs the wig. Damn. Maybe I shouldn't have gotten that art... fifty bucks I could have cosplayed with :P Gahhh. We'll see. I need to deposit my last check... which only covers today's expenses, ha ha.

This is exciting! I packed up my shoes, nail polish, jewelry, hair things, some bathroom things, shirts, and kind of started organizing things. I put a picture of me and Jamie jumping in my Belle frame and need to finish my friend frame like, tomorrow. For real. Did my laundry today and now I have clean sheets for my dorm! I also realized I have *a lot* of clothes in the washer than I'm taking with me. Oh God. I made lists of things to pack, like bathroom stuff, clothes, desk stuff, and misc stuff. I feel like I need moar homey touches... So I have two lamps, two frames, bathroom bunny, and some LED orchids. I want to bring more... Maybe Shining Gundam since he won't break as easily as Burning Gundam. And Eric, gotta bring him. Oooh, can I bring Poe? I kinda wanna bring a few paintings.

This is hard. So hard. PACKING BLOWS. It's depressing and hurts my back like crazy! Waaaaahhh, I'm done complaining. It's so weird to think that five nights from now, I'll be typing from my brand new dorm room/home. It's odd, really odd. But so exciting :)

It was so weird to see Jamie leave this morning. It felt like another early morning over there. It didn't feel like goodbye. It's weird, I feel like I'm going to see her tomorrow or something, like we're gonna go get Qdoba and go shopping and get snow cones and lay on the couch and talk about our dumb as girly dream lives while watching/falling asleep to romantic comedies and/or Mean Girls. Or maybe it'd be a night where we'd go get dinner real late and I'd say something completely stupid, but she'd think it's the funniest thing and would do the ugly, silent laugh that causes her to gasp for air because she's laughing so hard she can't breathe. And then I'd start laughing and we'd be making a scene. Damn, I'm gonna miss my best friend :(

xx Possum's Last Dance Marz