Well that was an interesting day. I'm glad I got to spend it with Jamie :) It was fun watching Maury with her in my prep room because that's our favorite show to watch together. She made waiting fun!
But when my nurse wheeled me into the surgery room, I did get a little panicked. So many tubes and cords to attatch to me. I was so alone. But the nurses came back with the doctor and after calling me pretty, he had them spray my throat and start the sedating. I remember laying on my side crying while the anesthesia was creeping in on me. Keep thinking happy things, they said.
And then I woke up in my prep room. Somehow, Jamie got me into the car and we went to Arby's and came home and I ate and got sauce on my shirt. And then she left and I fell asleep... and then woke up. And I've been so awake all night. Even now, I'm super awake. I'm kind of afraid of panicking again. It's at the back of my mind. God, I just want to go to sleep. I have to open in the morning and start my double. Maybe they'll let me go home...
Either way, it was an interesting day. It was scary alright, but it's over with now.
xx Hold Me Like You Held Onto Life Marz
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