Is a good song :)
Today was alright. Went to therapy and got hardcore massaged... and had some trouble pulling weights. Ugh, I'm weak. But I'm making lots of bracelets with all my free time, so there's a plus.
My car was whistling like a teapot this morning... like it was LOUD. You could hear it inside the house it was so loud. But it suddenly stopped, so I guess it's ok now. Ha ha.
Me and Sarah came up with a great cubby idea that we'll execute tomorrow. I went and bought all the nonsense for my chocolate covered pretzels today... $27! It's worth it, I guess. I like making stuff for people. I have to make a list of who's all getting some! I'll do it tomorrow during guard/nap time.
"I've got bruises with their fingerprints... I can do much better I am sure... he's so immature! I see him smiling and my knees start buckling; I see inside him and my doubts are gone..." Oh soundtrack lyrics. My life should be one big musical... that would be awesome.
I went to the band concert tonight. Alone. Usually I go with a friend, but they were all at practice... I realized how little people I know. Ha ha. Well I went and sat by myself for a bit until a group of seniors from last year filled up the space around me. I didn't talk to them.... I don't know them very well. Both ways, the concert was really nice. All the bands did a great job and I must say, top band's first song was absolutely beautiful. The whole time I was listening, I was lost in my own little world. Really nice song.
I went for a few people... they know who they are. Ha ha, Problem Child even got a cupcake out of it. I didn't feel like standing around with a bunch of old people, so I split pretty fast. It was really cold... like my soul! My cold, empty soul. Ha ha.
OH! My secret santa (I think it's Lisa...) got me amazing flannel pants from Old Navy! It's a pair that I have, only in the right size and a different color. That totally made my day! I'm so happy! Flannel pants make me very happy :)
Happy... I guess life's been better. Still somewhat bipolar at times, but much better than before. I just hate waiting... but I'll honor my word. My horoscope has been telling me that love is on its way (I think it came in the wrong package unfortunately :/) and that I'm stressing myself out. Pretty spot on.
Sarah asked me while I drove her to McDonalds why the green and black heart bracelet was hanging from my garage door opener, right in front of my face. I dunno why. I just like it there. I can look at it, remember, and continue living. It's kind of an inspiration to keep going with a positive attitude and remember that it's gonna be alright in the end. He said so. He wouldn't lie...
xx Beauty without a Beast Marz
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