Today wasn't a bad Christmas Eve. Went and saw Fantastic Mr Fox and Avatar, both of which were pretty good. Then went over to my cousin's house like always and feasted on raw oysters, clams, seafood salad, pasta, fish, ten different cakes and even more cookies, and delicious chocolate covered pretzels. It was a good night, like always. We went caroling out in the neighborhood, which was really more of a let's shove people in the snow and throw chunks of ice. Ha ha, Michael almost got me down.
But then we came back in. I sat there by the fire, feeling Jamie's sad and emptiness. Christmas is fun but... lonely :| Just like I described it, I listened to You Would Have Loved This, which my my fave Christmas song :) Here's a link. It's a very pretty song. Don't pay attention to the crappy video.
Yes. Sad sad Christmas. I guess I got my wish but... It wasn't really satisfying. I called Jamie up and talked to her about boys, exboys, prom dresses, parties, dates, and more. I'm sad that Scott broke up with her, but his reasons were somewhat forgivable. Only somewhat. Good fun girl stuff. Bahahaaa :| But talking to her did help... I needed her advice on pressing matters in which the sands are falling quickly into the bottom of the glass. And you know what? I've decided to follow my heart. Sorry, but logic can't save me on this one, man.
And you know what? I'm tired of movies where the couples have nuclear fallouts, get pissed at each other, but still come running back with open arms. Screw that. As if that ever happens in real life. Well, it's time to go to sleep and wallow in memories and such. Leave me alone... I'm a sentimental girl. "Oh, it's so sentimental" as Ville Valo would say after singing 'Like A Virgin' :P
And everyone has interesting horoscopes today... hm...
Merry Christmas, my beloved readers. Thanks for caring.
xx You Would Have Loved This Marz
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