That was what I said to myself this morning after crying with mom cause dad's an asshole. Today has just been a horrible day and it keeps getting worse.
Woke up with what's most likely a urinary tract, which is horribly painful and is causing me to have to drink cranberry juice... Which I hate. Oh, also woke up with a stuffy nose and sore throat and a fever. Then had to deal with suicidal mom and that almost made me late for my first day at the new job and had me in tears. I don't like showing up to work in a bad mood... Even Victor asked what was wrong.
It was hard being cheerful, even though it's a shitty act altogether. Although one server did say I was the only cute girl that Victor ever brought in. And what's worse is that an hour into my shift I was getting hounded by the servers, no thanks to Victor. "So How old's your boyfriend? And you're how old? OMGWTFBBQLOLOLOLFML" all over again. Thanks for telling everyone about my personal life, you stupid heffer. Now I'm getting shit and I really don't need it, especially on my first day.
Whatever. I got home and dad's bitching about what to make for dinner and then my economics teacher calls and flips out about why I haven't been working, cause I have to have three units done by this Friday, and I have none done. Plus I haven't eaten all day... Just no time. I don't even feel like getting up and eating. I need to start drinking my cranberry juice, too, but... I just don't want to. I'm lethargic and apathetic, sick and sore, in pain and emotionally drained. It's such a shame about my makeup, too. It looked so nice until it started streaking down my face.
Xx I Breathe Deep And Cry Out "Isn't Something Missing?" Marz
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