So I woke up today feeling way better than miserable last night. I woke up, showered, threw on a cool dress, and had a nice afternoon with my guy :) Then I came home to work on concentration piece number 10, ahoy! Got it all done and taken care of. Now just two more to go... ugh. Maybe one if I can use my crumbling church as The Fall Of The House Of Usher. Maybeeeee...
So I got to thinking today, and this is another one of my selfish selfish selfish thoughts. Maybe it's just the hype, or the fact that I'm seeing it everywhere, or the fact that I'm seeing it happen in my pool of friends, but when's it gonna be my turn? Logically it's a horrible horrible idea, but then again, I can't help but think. Gahh. I should just stop, it'll only make things worse.
I realized today that after 18 years, I had my first slow dance with a guy. Wow, like it just hit me. It's weird, when I was younger and obsessed with Tilly and the Wall (I still adore them <333), I always pictured myself slow dancing to "Coughing Colors". No idea why, it just hit me as the perfect song. Wow, I need to stop thinking so much.
Let's see... my friends are assholes, my parents are batshit crazy, my sister is paranoid and acting like mom, and I'm in love with the best guy ever. Life couldn't be any simpler.
xx They'll Have You Coughing Up Your Colors Marz
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