Five Months

Ahhh, and so today marks five months. Five comfortable, loving, and wonderful months. Here's to many more!

Man, last night was so great :) It was just so nice and... comfortable? Everything just felt right and I couldn't have asked for a better night :) Well, maybe without Emma flipping shits. That would have been great.

Today was a bullshit day filled with a graduation meeting, lunch, meeting the new guard director, drawing, doing band chores, taking notes, more drawing, and watching dumb films on water. TAKS week blows :P

I can't help but wonder. I shouldn't, because it's way over my head, but I still think. When? I know it's possible. I know it's been thought of before. I know the lightbulb flicked on during the exchange of those words. When? I wish I could stop thinking and turn my brain off and quit analyzing the world.

I'm so sick of people telling me to major in something that will get me a good job. I want to do something I love. I don't care if I'm not making 200,000 a year, I just want to be happy and comfortable. I refuse to have a job that I hate...Gahh. I know this won't be the last time I say that college is stressful... I'm not even there yet and already I'm getting bogged down.

I've got a new favorite song. Diamonds and Rust.

xx But It's All Coming Back Too Clearly, Oh I Love You Dearly Marz