Today is the day of my senior prom, my last big call at seniority. Well there's also calling it at the banquets, but still. Either way, I'm awake early on a Saturday morning to start my day... it's like getting ready for a wedding. But less stressful.
Gotta help dad construct our outdoor cabana and then furnish it. Then I gotta clean out bunny's cage and vaccuum up the poop he flung across the room. Then I gotta shower. Then I gotta clean out my car just in case we can't get a limo. Then I gotta get my hurr done. Then I gotta do my nails. Oh shit, I never did smores inventory! Oh well, maybe mom will.
I can't wait to see my flowers and what mom did to them :) I'm so ready to get all glammed up in my white dress and sparkly jewelry and be a damned princess! I think in my mind, I'm going back to that fantasy land that always follows me to San Antonio, that same mindset that glamorizes the dull reality and lets me enjoy my time in another dimmension. Is it a byproduct of synesthesia? Or maybe just an overactive imagination?
Oh God. I hope I'm not crazy. I just like to project myself into a better world...
xx Once She Dreamed Of Romance, Once She Imagined She Lived In A Castle Marz
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