Means 'Earth Song' in Italian. I'm listening to Sarah Brightman's Symphony album and it is beautiful. She has a lovely voice and her hair is to die for. I hope I become as pretty as she is one day. She has my dream hair... dark curls down her back. Someday, it will be mine!
I woke up from a dream this morning. I was in a church with my parents, I think. I had my arm stretched across the back of the pew. All of the sudden, he comes up out of no where and taps me on the arm. I look back, and he gives me the warmest, most sincere smile ever.
Then my mom came in and freaking woke me up! Balls! I didn't feel like going to therapy and I sure wasn't going to school. Went to the doctor and she said I just have a cold and gunk in my lungs that's making me cough. So I have these antibiotics that I have to take with chocolate :) I won't say no to that. I pretty much camped out on the couch all day. I watched 3 episodes of MADE, tons of That '70s Show, and Mama Mia! Two of the MADEs were about average girls wanting to be beauty pageant queens. The other was about an overweight video game loving guy who wanted to get a girl. Mama Mia! was cute, but reminded me that while Donna has three guys and Sofia has one, I have none. Bahhhhh. At least That '70s Show is funny... when Eric and Donna aren't off being romantic :| Of course I'm still bitter and envious.
I dunno what I want in life anymore. My horoscope has been very positive lately, reminding me to be adventurous and wait for my time in 2010. Will it come sooner? I just want my damn fairy tale already. I'm sick of all this pain, physically and mentally, and all of this stress. BAH. So many choices and too much on my plate. My life is like a scratch board... I wish I could take my knife and scratch away the black to reveal the white pattern. That'd be cool.
xx Blue Since The Day We Parted Marz
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