I'm Falling Apart

Let me tell you a story about a young girl.

At age 11, her knees became creaky, but that was quickly fixed with some glucosamine pills.
At age 13, her body went anorexic on her, but that kind of went away after a night at the hospital.
At age 15, her right shoulder burned and hurt, but three months of therapy whipped her back into shape.
At age 16, her left shoulder popped out of place and burned, but another three months of therapy got her back on her feet.
At age 17, her shoulders both gave out and sent her into round three of therapy, plus NSAID pills. These pills, however, caused an awful pain in her stomach that had her bedridden for days. Burning and gnawing in her chest kept her awake at night. Her heart ached not out of love, but out of some foreign chemical reaction in her abdomen. Tests later, it was determined that she might either have an ulcer or gastritis, but it couldn't be narrowed down until the final tests and x-rays came back.

Now she sits at home, stressing over the days of colorguard she's lost and how the first big competition is in a matter of days. The longer she lays in bed, the worse she feels. She's hungry, but can't eat much. She wants to eat food, but it makes her sick. She can't even eat most of the foods she thrives on, such as tomato sauce, soda, garlic, onions, spices, and acidic things.

She cried.

xx Little Hideaways For A Lonely Heart

Playing With Fire

Truth Is...

You're an asshole.

I'm so sick of those "truth is" posts on Facebook. As if half of the things people say are actually true. Sometimes I'd like to like a status just to see what nonsense people will make up about me. Oh well.

So I finished my Miz Alternative entry and she looks pretty nice! I'm proud of her, but I have a feeling she won't get very far. Oh well, my career as a pixel artist is almost spent, anyways. I need to go get a hard drive and put my pixels on it before I lose all of them! My babies :(

Mmmmm I went to Sephora today and bought the Kat von D eye brush set and LOVE LOVE LOVE it. I also worked out the show make up and it's gonna be hot! I'm so excited :) Makeup is so fun~

Gotta buckle down and get some art done. And come college stuff. And some government. And find time for Karl. Why is there no time?!

xx She Passes The Days, One After The Other Marz

Ever After

Is one of my favorite movies of all time. There's nothing in it that I don't like! Reasons why I love it:

- Favorite time era
- Beautiful costumes
- Drew Barrymore is awesome
- Princess story
- Historically romantic
- Witty
- Underlying art theme
- Wonderful soundtrack
- CASTLES!
- Chivalry

Life's just been fantastic lately. It's had its up and downs, but it's just been a fun ride so far. I've got so much going on right now, like AP portfolio, work, guard, and online class, but it'll be ok. Too bad Karl and I don't get to see each other that often :/ Oh well, he's still great. Today I hung up the flowers he gave me so I can put them in my newly revamped room!

Anyways, tonight I think I'm gonna work on my Miz Alternative contest piece. It's hard making an '80s goth chick! Oh well, it's all good :P Gosh, I'm still feeling terribly romantic from Ever After. I'm such a girl!

xx I Want Your Love, And I Want Your Revenge Marz