This Whole House

Oh my God. This whole house situation is absolutely disgusting. I just want to be in my house and happy and ready for school.

I WAAAAAS in a mood to write, or to paint or draw, but now I'm not. Noooope. Balls. All I can do is listen to the ending of Poet and the Pendulum a million times and get lost in Annette's passion.



Maybe I'm back in the mood to draw at the computer, like I used to when I was younger and had a million sheets of paper with doodles, hex color codes, websites, and blurbs. Fuhhh.

xx In The End I Will Always Love You Marz

German Johnny Depp

Seriously, this guy is like a German Johnny Depp.  And then I noticed he had a Jack Sparrow poster in the background. What's that line Johnny said, something like if you're in love with someone, and someone else comes along and you have to choose between the new one or the old one, choose the new one because he had something first one didn't. It's kind of weird, but makes sense. Well done. Mr Depp.

So, I found an Ikea closet on Craigslist! I feel so productive, and I'm glad I looked. I saw lots of pretty vintage and antique wardrobes, but nothing in my price range. I'm looking forward to paychecks, though! I know exactly what I want to do with my money, too. 30% of each paycheck is going into savings so I can save up for a new laptop. A NEW laptop! I've never had one! I want a new one before junior year, so here's hoping I meet my goal! I'm not gonna be overly frivolous, but there are books I've been eyeing on Amazon for months.

xx She Was The Sun Shining Upon The The Tomb Marz

THIS SONG

It came on Pandora and I can't stop listening to it. It's just sooooo pretty. I think someone on Youtube called it goth dancing music? Whatever ;P It's so pretty. Her voice is gorrrrrgeous.

Well it's August 1 (2nd now, I guess, on eastern time) and my stomach knows that it's time. I had my first God awful stomach cave in tonight and was ready to die. Now we'll see how long it takes to subside. I seriously need to go get more stomach meds, since what I have are only samples. I guess I'll go see Dr. Case so she can get me those meds, check my bloodz for anemia, and fix my foot, cause I'm sick of the pain. It's ollllld now.

It just sucks being in this agonizing pain. I wish I was blowing it out of proportion, but I'm not. It's like, I can feel all the acid in my esophagus just bubbling, so it's like I have to perpetually throw up, in addition to my entire abdomen turning and burning and imploding on itself. This vacation is horseshit now. Someone trade stomachs with me, please.

xx LIKE A ROSE ON THE GRAVE OF LOOOOVE Marz